Wednesday, September 17, 2008
as i sat beneath the lamp, below the large tree that shades the playground in the day, i began asking myself
what have i been doing?
what do i really expect?
how have things been changing?
am i just that dumb?
why.....
i tried and tried, but i realized that i do not have any answers to the questions.
everything just seem to be in a huge mess or maybe there's just nothing at all and it's just a complete blank inside.
looking at fritz, who quietly sat by me, didn't help. maybe that made things feel even worse instead.
promos is drawing closer by the minute but i just keep thinking...
shit.
flash, snap, take
8:08 PM