its just two more months to the end of our lives in HCI NPCC and mine freaking screws up..
lost almost everything i have in this part of my life.. no one else to blame but my own incompetence.. well, just have to take all these as a learning point for myself then.. making mistakes is part of the learning process.. no point crying over it even more cos nothing will be restored..
all three and a half years of experience in this cca has to end with such an ending.. all the effort that i've put in before and after our batch has taken over has been wiped away, but the results might still remain.. i do not know if it would.. i do agree with jang that this cca, and even this school, emphasizes on achievement instead of effort..
exco 06-07 do not have as much autonomy as those above, and neither will future excos.. even if they are not like what they say, we can't do anything to change them.. well, we just have to accept them as they are..
well, i've gotta move on.. NPCC doesn't rule my life, its just a part of it.. just have to settle with a smaller part of it.. but hey, all the other parts of this life still remain unchanged! life can still go on =D